It was devastating,unbelievable,mind-blasting,unexpected-I can't find anymore words to describe it.It was the worst moment in my life.......and it was totally unexpected indeed.
I can still recall the night before school started.I had just shut down my computer and was making my bag ready for the school.I was clearing out my pencil box.I cleared out everything except "Pink Pen" and "Black Cat's Master".I was going to use it to play pen with The Pen Club members in school.I was totally ready.Now,it's all useless.
It was the second day of school.I was excited to know about this year's Sport's Day.All the Form 4 students were ordered to go into the hall.As usual,the five of us were sitting together with a few other friends.All of a sudden,the teacher told us that she was going to announce the classes that we were going to get into in Form 4.How I wished I could have changed that moment....................
I was so devastated.The teacher dropped a bombshell by tearing apart the five of us.Everyone in The Pen Club were separated except for Tim and Thaven.I was placed in 4S1,Tim and Thaven in 4S2,Eong Wei in 4S3 and Teju in 4S4.It was like sticking an emotional dagger right through my heart.I could not believe my luck.It was the same for my friends.They were sulking as well.Eong Wei was extremely sad.It was like school was his enemy.
I was still smiling like always after the results.I know that a smile is worth a thousand words and it is the best way to get into someones heart.Inside,an emotional volcano was about to erupt.I really felt like breaking down but I didn't want to make my friends even more sad.I really didn't want such a thing to happen to me so fast.I know that it was going to happen one day but this was just too fast for me.
I stepped into my class with an emotionless face.The vice-presidency for my sports house didn't cheer me up in any way.In addition to that,I couldn't really sit in the place I wanted because I was one of the last ones to go into my class.I ended sitting beside Eric,someone whom I don't really talk to.I sat down and stared out of the window thinking of my bad luck.My body was in class but my mind was somewhere far,far away.Then,I took out my pencil box to take something out.Old memories came rushing through my mind when I saw "Pink Pen" and "Black Cat's Master".
While letting my eyes ponder far away outside,I tried recalling all the fun I had last year.The pen games,"bounty","avatar",acting and making jokes.I really missed all of them.I was feeling very lonely.There were friends around me but I just could not imagine going through two whole years without "the gang".
I finally managed to convince Harprem to change places with me.Eric and I just couldn't get a topic to talk about.At least sitting nearer to Li Sze an Yi Jing would be better.They would have something to talk about.Both of them are my closest friends in class.The boys.......one bunch are totally bookworms......one bunch are game freaks.......one bunch are totally blue-minded......and one bunch are always out of the class.I'm seriously not used to getting close with such people.
I'm still feeling very bored everyday.It's very difficult to lose them.The few minutes of precious time we spent on Friday was worth millions.Eong Wei has already settled down beside Benjamin.Tim has Thaven.Teju still has some of the 3 Ilmu guys.Now,it's just me.I have to learn.I'm trying everyday.I know life is never easy.I'm not the type who studies in class.I can do homework in class but not studying.Whenever I'm playing with my pen alone,I can't seem to forget those sweet memories.I know that my friends are looking at me feeling lonely.....but I just can't help it.I really hope that this fate that I got would really be a blessing in disguise......I can't hope for anything more than this.................
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